how do I deal with this? and not lose my mind.
almost 3months out since my hysterectomy surgery and one ovary left, don't think my right ovary is happy and so far this surgical induced menopause is making me feel like I am losing my mind, night sweats hot flashes heart racing anxiety feeling like there is always something wrong, not taking anything yet. Hormones sit n my cabinet doctor prescribed estrogen low dose, I am scared to death to take I am 47 never smoked don't drink but rarely never had a weight problem and yet I am afraid of all the side affects even though doctor says she is not worried , yeah well if something goes wrong it's me that lives with it not them. I have only my husband to share with and 30 year old daughter in another state. no family no close friends to reach out to so I am here and it's so hard to deal with by myself. not sure what to do.