almost 3months out since my hysterectomy surgery and one ovary left, don't think my right ovary is happy and so far this surgical induced menopause is making me feel like I am losing my mind, night sweats hot flashes heart racing anxiety feeling like there is always something wrong, not taking anything yet. Hormones sit n my cabinet doctor prescribed estrogen low dose, I am scared to death to take I am 47 never smoked don't drink but rarely never had a weight problem and yet I am afraid of all the side affects even though doctor says she is not worried , yeah well if something goes wrong it's me that lives with it not them. I have only my husband to share with and 30 year old daughter in another state. no family no close friends to reach out to so I am here and it's so hard to deal with by myself. not sure what to do.