sharonyw

i was told i had breast cancer May 19th 2010 after 2 mamos 1 breast Mri. and 1 surgery, i have gone through 6 weeks radiation treatment and i am now taking Tomoxifen which in itself horrible but 5 years isnt so long!! i go for check ups evry 3 months a mamo then and Mri its funny Friday i seen my dr. he said you are doing great we dont have to see again for 6 months as long as you see your surgon and have your mamos i cant explain how i felt happy sad scared what do you mean you dont need to see me? what if something comes back what if its like last time and i dont feel it?? i feel like im floating just waiting for the cancer to return and take control of my life again does that sound stupid? well my next appt. is in March then my Mri is in May one year to the date how funny