By ellepm November 13, 2012 - 5:54pm

The description of the group was just perfect. Im having a really hard time with being seperated and filling out the divorce papers and starting a new life. Im terrified to get a job, go to college, lose my kids, live alone, all of it. I went into a very deep depression for a few months but managed to get out of that hole w the help of a new friend. I have no family for support and only two real friends( we three now) but they all live 200 + miles away and I can never afford to go visit :(. I hate being alone and am having a really hardtime w that. I need to just relax and get my life straightened out but im so miserable being alone all the time. I need to get a job but im scared and im so depressed im afraid ill be a basketcase at work all day. Id like to go to college but i cant kick myself into gear. Its just all so hard and im so sad and doubting myself.