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By 1breathamin May 15, 2011 - 9:32pm

I really don't know anything to do. I don;t have many friends, because of my health. I'm on oxygen 24/7 and I think mens are afraid to talk to me. I was in a long relationship with a guy, but found out he was cheating on me. Then, I don't know could I trust a man. Right now, I go in one day out of the week to talk to someone, about my pain, feeling and loneness. Sometime, I feel so alone. I have two girls their ages are 24 and 20, both are at home with me. We all spend time with each other, but it would be nice if I had a companion in my life.

By 1breathamin September 10, 2011 - 1:17am

Susan,
I have tried dating sites and haven't had any luck at all. I plan on going to church, but not for looking a man. I have so much going in my life that know one can help me with at all. I have truly fell, I can't help my daughters with anything financial, because I don't have anything. I just receive social security each month and it goes all to bills, food and rent. I'm broke every month after I pay everything. I'm not able to even go away for a weekend. Sometime, I wonder why I'm I here. I have taught about taking my life, but I can't because of the insurance policy. If, I take my own life, they would receive nothing and I wouldn't want that to happen. But. I know one day, it will happen.

September 10, 2011 - 1:17am