You are not alone, I was diagnosed in 2012 and got a second opinion after tons of tests in 2013. I was severely depressed and suicidal because of the illness, i Iost my job from being on disability a long time. The illness turned my whole life upside down. I know how you feel about the seizures, I tried to hide them from family to, but it didn't work much. I had loss of balance, difficulty walking, speech difficulties, double vision, episodes of rapid eye or teeth movement. I thought I was loosing my mind. I am 48 years old. I had days where I didn't want to get out of bed, I was embarrassed because I couldn't control it. But I am better now since July of 2013, I am on an anti-depressant and seeing a Therapist. I would to be a friend and share more of my story.