O my goodness, I have this! I used to be very confident in my own skin. I have always struggled with my weight but, it always seemed to bother my mom more than it bothered me. I am who I am. At least that was my old way of thinking. In 2003 I was diagnosed with graves disease and over the past 2 years my spirit has declined. I can't even work anymore and I haven't for about 2 years. I have dealt with alot of stress having a child who is ODD and ADHD poses in a challenge itself. All of a sudden I started pulling out my hair! I don't understand why I do I had great hair. Then everything started when I had saw an old family friend who had no idea who I was until he heard my voice! Then I would start to notice any pictures that I was in were horrible! I looked like an alien or something. Then I was grocery shopping and a little boy says to his mom that girl is freaky look at her eyes! I do take forever to get myself ready to go anywhere. I absolutly hate to be around people! I do look like a freak! I was going to therapy but, felt it wasn't often enough. they could only see me maybe once a month, I wanted to be seen every day! I did leave out that over these past 2 years that my levels have been on a rollercoaster! That doesn't help! I hate who I have become. I tell my husband all the time I just want my life back, I just want to feel normal again!
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O my goodness, I have this! I used to be very confident in my own skin. I have always struggled with my weight but, it always seemed to bother my mom more than it bothered me. I am who I am. At least that was my old way of thinking. In 2003 I was diagnosed with graves disease and over the past 2 years my spirit has declined. I can't even work anymore and I haven't for about 2 years. I have dealt with alot of stress having a child who is ODD and ADHD poses in a challenge itself. All of a sudden I started pulling out my hair! I don't understand why I do I had great hair. Then everything started when I had saw an old family friend who had no idea who I was until he heard my voice! Then I would start to notice any pictures that I was in were horrible! I looked like an alien or something. Then I was grocery shopping and a little boy says to his mom that girl is freaky look at her eyes! I do take forever to get myself ready to go anywhere. I absolutly hate to be around people! I do look like a freak! I was going to therapy but, felt it wasn't often enough. they could only see me maybe once a month, I wanted to be seen every day! I did leave out that over these past 2 years that my levels have been on a rollercoaster! That doesn't help! I hate who I have become. I tell my husband all the time I just want my life back, I just want to feel normal again!
April 27, 2012 - 5:48amThis Comment
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