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I feel for your predicament. I can't truly relate, but I do feel that you NEED TO RUN! with every ounce of your being! Seek help, go to counseling. I did. Best decision I've EVER made. Your husband sounds not only like an emotionally abusive drunkard, but also a very Sociopathic Psycho. Sorry to put this so bluntly, but honey, I'm dealing with a gambling addict. He's smooth. He's carefree.... as long as I don't ask him where my things went or argue with him. Once it starts, he accuses me of every disgusting act of depravity I've NEVER heard of, until I make him explain what he's talking about. I've not wanted to touch him or be touched by him for a long time. My christian upbringing keeps popping into my head EVERY TIME I deny him sexual intimacy. But I stopped caring. I've become empty and I now know why. It was not my fault! It was my HUSBAND's!!! Once I realized that, I've never been so clear-headed, never felt so empowered to do what was right. Not just for me, but for my children.