I applaws you seriously. I have bpd an you pretty much tell my life story in that. Well done u for makin a fresh start. I've only been diagnosed 18 months or so. I have a friend with bpd who drives the oposite side of the country every 3 months or so. That's her way of copeing. Please update soon, it gives me hope to think there are others who have acctually come out on the other side.