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I am a 24 year old female and I am literally going insane.I want to crawl under a rock and die.A friend of mine, or who I thought was a friend of mine, was over my house and before I knew it was on top of me sticking his penis into my vagina while I had pajama pants on (I do believe he had pre-cum on his penis because my pants were wet).After I freaked out on him and told him to leave, I started to have a mental break down (I am a virgin and saving myself) and went out and bought next choice, since this was 4 or 5 days after my period.I know that I was going to start ovulating if I hadn't started already because I had a egg white discharge after I used the restroom when all this happened.I took plan b about 3 or 4 hours later and began to bleed about 3 or 4 days after that for about 5 days. (Side effect of the pill) After that I started to get very sore tender breasts and a lot of pressure and cramps in my lower abs and down near my bladder and uterus.I was freeeaking out and convinced that I was pregnant.(Maybe it was just a crazy PMS episode)I couldn't really eat and what I did eat was crap.I would only eat once and would be so bloated and full, I felt like I was going to pop!About a week and a half after all of this, I went to the E.R. because I could not handle the pain anymore.I had the feeling of urinating all the time and was doubled over.Needless to say they couldn't find anything(No bladder infection or UTI).So I lived with it for a couple of weeks to see if it would just go away.The E.R. doctor did tell me however it "could" be a side effect of the pill.
My period did come as usual on the day I expected it but just to be safe a couple of days after I finished my period( which was kind of weird, it lasted 4/5 days and completely just stopped with a weird looking burgandy blood.I usually have brown discharge after every period but that didn't happen.)I took a pregnancy test, it was negative.I had some weird cloudish jelly looking discharge one day and then felt ok.A few days later I took another test, negative.(First response)
I have been extremely tired,Im talking going to bed at 5am waking up at 4pm and I am very gassy.I am experiencing period like cramps but don't have my period for another 2-3 weeks.
About 3 or 4 days ago I started to feel tingling in my breasts.My nipples are erect more than normal and they feel hot and irritated and look like they've changed color but my over all breasts are not sore or tender to the touch. I am also feeling like a cold is coming on.I am freaking out tremendously because when I type my symptoms into google all leads to pregnancy or some crazy cancer.I told my OB what happened and she didn't seem that concerned of pregnancy(this was before the nipple symptoms).She didn't even give me a pregnancy test just a routine pap..?
I keep having panic attacks and feel nauseous every 5 seconds.
I am just sitting here, not able to function.The life sucked out of me because of this traumatizing event that occured last month.I am still wondering if I am pregnant.I am so emotional, I don't have any family near me (Out of state at the moment) and I am so scared and feel so alone.I need some advice.I feel so violated..
Could I be so freaked out that I am making myself feel that I have early symptoms of pregnancy?Thank you so much for all your help.

November 17, 2013 - 2:32am

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