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Like a lot of other women on her, I went thru the same things with my ex. But unlike a lot of posts, there were a lot more problems in my relationship. We were together three years before I found out he was seeing someone else. Keeping two women satisfied, or was she going without. I don't know. All I know is that for those first three years, I felt so loved, desired and wanted. But the life was a lie. After I found out about her, I was devastated. He asked for another chance, swore he would never hurt me again, and since I loved him so much I gave him that chance. Two months later, I find out he's texting a different woman wanting sex from her. He said it was a joke, didn't mean anything, they were friends. Ok. After I took him back, all I can think of is that the challenge was over. Our sex life declined. It should have been me, but it wasn't. I tried a lot of things. Body stockings, negligee, maid costumes, wigs, being myself, trying to kiss him, hug him. He would tell me he didn't want to kiss or hug if he wasn't feeling like he wanted sex. I was rejected over and over. The hurt of rejection is horrible. I would try to tell him that, and it would end up in a fight. He was very defensive always. He was on dating sites a lot. I caught him, but never saw where he had sent messages. He said it was fun to look. And porn was definitely a problem. I spent so many nights in bed lonely, crying, while he was on the computer. He was a truck driver. I thought he would be missing me and want me when he got off the road. But no. My trust with him was totally gone. The affair, the porn, dating sites, texts to another woman, not answering his phone when I called, all led to my distrust. But as pathetic as I am, I would still be with him if he had showed me affection and had sex with me. I always felt he was getting it somewhere else. This article did explain a lot though. I always felt his libido would pick up with someone new. I am a good woman, smart, beautiful, giving, everything. But I couldn't be bright, shiny and new to him. So now I'm bright, shiny and new to someone else. And the sex is great. For now.

September 3, 2017 - 10:27am

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