OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! A YEAR IS SOOOOO MUCH!! ITS WAAAAY TOO MUUCH....THE OTHER NIGHT I COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE, AND I TALKED TO HIM VERY CALMED BUT FIRM (NO CRYING). I TOLD HIM I WAS GOING TO LIVE WITH MY SISTER, CAUSE I WAS TIRED OF WHAT WAS HAPPENING. I SAID THAT I DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHY WAS HE LIKE THIS, AND THAT HE DOESNT EVEN WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT, AND THAT ITS NOT WHAT I WANTED. SO THAT INSTEAD OF BREAKING UP, I WAS GOING TO MOVE TO MY SISTERS HOUSE AND THAT WE COULD SEE EACH OTHER ON THE WEEKENDS, SO THAT HE COULD REALLY THINK ABOUT ALL THAT WAS HAPPENING AND DECIDE IF ITS WHAT HE WANTS. ITS SOOOO NOT NORMAL, THAT HE IS IN HIS PRIME YEARS AND THAT HE DOESNT FEEL LIKE HAVING SEX. FOR A WHILE HE DIDNT SAY ANYTHING, HE WAS KINDDA IN A SHOCK, AND THEN HE SAID THAT ME LEAVING WAS OUT OF THE CONVERSATION, THAT HE WAS NOT GOING TO LET ME LEAVE, CAUSE THE ONLY REASON WHY HE LEFT HIS FAMILY AND LEFT HIS COUNTRY WAS TO LIVE WITH ME AND BE WITH ME, SO THAT HE WASNT GOING TO LET ME LEAVE....I SAID THAT I WASNT GOING TO TRY TO CHANGE THINGS ANYMORE, THAT HE HAD TO CHANGE IF HE WANTED ME TO STAY....THAT WAS ON SATURDAY NIGHT,AFTER THE CONVERSATION HE MADE LOVE TO ME, AND IT WAS SOOOOOO GOOD! SUNDAY MORNING HE WOKE ME UP (WITCH WAS SOOOOO WEIRD, HE NEVER DOES THAT) AND HE MADE LOVE TO ME AGAIN...AT THE AFTERNOON WE WENT OUT FOR A WALK, AND HE WAS ALL THE TIME FLIRTING ME, WHEN WE GOT BACK HOME FIRST THING HE DID WAS TAKE MY CLOTHS OFF AND DID IT AGAIN...THIS MORNING HE WOKE ME UP AGAIN...I DONT KNOW IF HE GOT SCARED THAT I SAID I WAS LEAVING, OR IF THAT MADE HIM REALIZE HOW BAD THINGS ARE, I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPEND. BUT ITS GOOOOOOD HAHA, HOPE IT DOENST CHANGE, WE ARE SOOOO YOUNG, AND ALL I WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW IS TO ENJOY OUR YOUTH HAVE SEX WHILE WE CAN!!HEHE...IN YOUR CASE ITS HARDER CAUSE U CANT JUST LEAVE HIM, YOU HAVE A BABY, BUT MAYBE HE DOESNT REALIZE THAT NOT HAVING SEX IS GROWING YOU APART, MAYBE YOU SHOULD TELL HIM, TELL HIM THAT ITS NOT NORMAL, THAT U NEED TO FEEL HIM....I WISH I COULD HELP YOU MORE. I'M JUST EXPERIENCING THE CHANGES OF MY BF ALMOST HAVING TO THREATEN HIM. I HOPE ITS NOT A ONE WEEK THING....
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OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! A YEAR IS SOOOOO MUCH!! ITS WAAAAY TOO MUUCH....THE OTHER NIGHT I COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE, AND I TALKED TO HIM VERY CALMED BUT FIRM (NO CRYING). I TOLD HIM I WAS GOING TO LIVE WITH MY SISTER, CAUSE I WAS TIRED OF WHAT WAS HAPPENING. I SAID THAT I DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHY WAS HE LIKE THIS, AND THAT HE DOESNT EVEN WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT, AND THAT ITS NOT WHAT I WANTED. SO THAT INSTEAD OF BREAKING UP, I WAS GOING TO MOVE TO MY SISTERS HOUSE AND THAT WE COULD SEE EACH OTHER ON THE WEEKENDS, SO THAT HE COULD REALLY THINK ABOUT ALL THAT WAS HAPPENING AND DECIDE IF ITS WHAT HE WANTS. ITS SOOOO NOT NORMAL, THAT HE IS IN HIS PRIME YEARS AND THAT HE DOESNT FEEL LIKE HAVING SEX. FOR A WHILE HE DIDNT SAY ANYTHING, HE WAS KINDDA IN A SHOCK, AND THEN HE SAID THAT ME LEAVING WAS OUT OF THE CONVERSATION, THAT HE WAS NOT GOING TO LET ME LEAVE, CAUSE THE ONLY REASON WHY HE LEFT HIS FAMILY AND LEFT HIS COUNTRY WAS TO LIVE WITH ME AND BE WITH ME, SO THAT HE WASNT GOING TO LET ME LEAVE....I SAID THAT I WASNT GOING TO TRY TO CHANGE THINGS ANYMORE, THAT HE HAD TO CHANGE IF HE WANTED ME TO STAY....THAT WAS ON SATURDAY NIGHT,AFTER THE CONVERSATION HE MADE LOVE TO ME, AND IT WAS SOOOOOO GOOD! SUNDAY MORNING HE WOKE ME UP (WITCH WAS SOOOOO WEIRD, HE NEVER DOES THAT) AND HE MADE LOVE TO ME AGAIN...AT THE AFTERNOON WE WENT OUT FOR A WALK, AND HE WAS ALL THE TIME FLIRTING ME, WHEN WE GOT BACK HOME FIRST THING HE DID WAS TAKE MY CLOTHS OFF AND DID IT AGAIN...THIS MORNING HE WOKE ME UP AGAIN...I DONT KNOW IF HE GOT SCARED THAT I SAID I WAS LEAVING, OR IF THAT MADE HIM REALIZE HOW BAD THINGS ARE, I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPEND. BUT ITS GOOOOOOD HAHA, HOPE IT DOENST CHANGE, WE ARE SOOOO YOUNG, AND ALL I WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW IS TO ENJOY OUR YOUTH HAVE SEX WHILE WE CAN!!HEHE...IN YOUR CASE ITS HARDER CAUSE U CANT JUST LEAVE HIM, YOU HAVE A BABY, BUT MAYBE HE DOESNT REALIZE THAT NOT HAVING SEX IS GROWING YOU APART, MAYBE YOU SHOULD TELL HIM, TELL HIM THAT ITS NOT NORMAL, THAT U NEED TO FEEL HIM....I WISH I COULD HELP YOU MORE. I'M JUST EXPERIENCING THE CHANGES OF MY BF ALMOST HAVING TO THREATEN HIM. I HOPE ITS NOT A ONE WEEK THING....
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