If you dont mind, id like to talk to you because you seem to have a good head on your shoulders. My and my boyfriend have been together for a year and a half and 2 weeks after our anniversary he cheated on me. So im conflicted with myself bc I hate and love him. So I decided in revenge I s to cheat with 4 different dudes. He doesn't know. We were fine for a while but I looked on his computer and his history has so much fkn porn on it. And its all teenagers. Were 13 years apart. Im 21 hes 33 going on 34. So im like wtf. And I tried to confront him, he didnt say anything. I tried yo break up with him because it just isn't working anymore. I have so much anxiety and I will never forget our past. But he is so insistent on staying together. He doesn't wanna lose me. So im lost.