He had tried to kill himself and soon became homeless because of his mental illness and now lives with me and my family, this is what i find the hardest. How can i throw someone ive cared about and loved for so long onto the street again?
we had a huge fight Thursday night where told me all my flaws, and told me that it is usually my fault the fights happen because im always waiting for them when he has been drinking, which i do see because i know im always filled with anger at the fact that i know what usually happens when he is!
when you see just how many peoples lives are ruined by bloody alcohol i just wish it didn't exist!!
I sometimes think maybe if i recorded what he is like maybe then he would see what he does to me?
At least then i wouldn't get 'i really don't remember but im so sorry'
i feel like he needs to be shocked into realising whats going on instead of carrying on thinking everything's fine.
I did come so close to throwing him out though, but in the end he ended up crying and telling me how much he loves me and cant live without me.
How do you know if its genuine?
Breaks my heart when a man cries because they never do!
I dont want to break up with him after everything we have been through, but i need a way of really making him see, otherwise i guess there really is no other option but to split up!
I know its cliche but i really do just wish things were how they used to be!
I know im young and this is a lot of drama but in a way ive always been used to it cos of family problems from when i was 8 i had to grow up pretty quickly! Education and work have always been the only stable things in my life! lol
again, if you can make any sence of that and give me anymore info/advice, it would be greatly appreciated!
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He had tried to kill himself and soon became homeless because of his mental illness and now lives with me and my family, this is what i find the hardest. How can i throw someone ive cared about and loved for so long onto the street again?
we had a huge fight Thursday night where told me all my flaws, and told me that it is usually my fault the fights happen because im always waiting for them when he has been drinking, which i do see because i know im always filled with anger at the fact that i know what usually happens when he is!
when you see just how many peoples lives are ruined by bloody alcohol i just wish it didn't exist!!
I sometimes think maybe if i recorded what he is like maybe then he would see what he does to me?
At least then i wouldn't get 'i really don't remember but im so sorry'
i feel like he needs to be shocked into realising whats going on instead of carrying on thinking everything's fine.
I did come so close to throwing him out though, but in the end he ended up crying and telling me how much he loves me and cant live without me.
How do you know if its genuine?
Breaks my heart when a man cries because they never do!
I dont want to break up with him after everything we have been through, but i need a way of really making him see, otherwise i guess there really is no other option but to split up!
I know its cliche but i really do just wish things were how they used to be!
I know im young and this is a lot of drama but in a way ive always been used to it cos of family problems from when i was 8 i had to grow up pretty quickly! Education and work have always been the only stable things in my life! lol
again, if you can make any sence of that and give me anymore info/advice, it would be greatly appreciated!
thankyou
March 6, 2010 - 10:31amThis Comment
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