No my parents are not together anymore, they split up when I was about 16.
I think I am afraid of being left alone and now that i've opened my heart and loved, im afraid of losing him to someone else and having my heart broken.I dont really have great self esteem, I'm not the most beautiful girl in the world but I'm not hideous either, he thinks im beautiful, but i still get annoyed when I see him looking at other girls as I hate that hes paying attention to someone other than me.
I know it's important that I trust and know he loves me.I do, but I still constantly can't get rid of the fears and paranoia I have.As soon as he talks to or about another girl, alarm bells start ringing,its really stupid and pathetic I know but I am being honest.I do think about it alot.I even hate the thought of him being with girls in the past, even though it's the past...how stupid is that? I don't know, just the thought of him looking at a girl like that or being with another girl makes me feel sick.If we ever have our moments where we might split up all i think about is 'now hes free ti go with another woman' and i think about it and it drives me crazy.I dont know why I think like this..am I maybe bordering on obsessed with him rather than just love?
I adore him..i know i couldn't live without him but I think I'm becoming obsessed. I dont know why I am like this. I used to be single and happy and independant and fine but with him its like ive become completely dependant on him, like i am so scared of losing him i hold on tightly.
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No my parents are not together anymore, they split up when I was about 16.
February 20, 2010 - 5:35pmI think I am afraid of being left alone and now that i've opened my heart and loved, im afraid of losing him to someone else and having my heart broken.I dont really have great self esteem, I'm not the most beautiful girl in the world but I'm not hideous either, he thinks im beautiful, but i still get annoyed when I see him looking at other girls as I hate that hes paying attention to someone other than me.
I know it's important that I trust and know he loves me.I do, but I still constantly can't get rid of the fears and paranoia I have.As soon as he talks to or about another girl, alarm bells start ringing,its really stupid and pathetic I know but I am being honest.I do think about it alot.I even hate the thought of him being with girls in the past, even though it's the past...how stupid is that? I don't know, just the thought of him looking at a girl like that or being with another girl makes me feel sick.If we ever have our moments where we might split up all i think about is 'now hes free ti go with another woman' and i think about it and it drives me crazy.I dont know why I think like this..am I maybe bordering on obsessed with him rather than just love?
I adore him..i know i couldn't live without him but I think I'm becoming obsessed. I dont know why I am like this. I used to be single and happy and independant and fine but with him its like ive become completely dependant on him, like i am so scared of losing him i hold on tightly.
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