Thank you for sharing your experience; I've been in limbo hell for a couple of years now. I'm taking a break from the doctors now; but unfortunately it doesn't stop the symptoms! I secretly act as if I don't have MS and try to forget about it; however, I am reminded many times a day that this is not the case. I have 2 neurologists fighting over the fact of demylenation and the MS. I'm one of those rare patients whose lesions are hidden; but because of visible symptoms they know that they are there. I have been experiencing the hug for the past few days and it is enough to make a person crazy. I have a deep conviction for remaining positive and I try to use humor as my weapon against insanity of it all. Thank you for sharing; seeing posts like yours helps me keep my head up!