Thanx Hope dear! your story gave me a little perspective! I`m 34.5 & very flirty & passionate gal & am crazy `bout cute guys & even though I`m not the prettiest around I allways get a lot of male attention everywhere because of my smily nature & that I`m kind of easy to befriend, However I am also a liberal orthodox jew & suffered from some raumatic experences like being saved from a terror attack & suffering from ptsd for many years & also volenteering at a gyneacology dept. helping the medical staff when I was very young relatively & unfortunately withnessing many abbohrtions & misscarigess which made me fear pregnany & intercourse & also I`v lost my lill` brother to lethal cancer & my dad recantly from alzheimer comlications to whom I was very close emotionaly. Technucaly I`m still a virgin & recently lost my strong belief intrue love after falling madly inlove with someone younger who a year after we decided to stay friends killed himself in an army-base. I realy realy want to become a momy allready & just feel like my viginity is something I just need to get rid off fast. I realy realy want to be with someone who cares about me but most guys I meet that I`m into are eithernot my type at all or taken. I hang in there hoping that when I finally get increadibly drunk with someone I could just force myself to get over my fears of unemotional love making & intercourse. I guess my biggest fear aside from pain is not being respected by him the next morning. oh why life cannot be an 80s romantic comedy????? XoXo forever 13.
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Thanx Hope dear! your story gave me a little perspective! I`m 34.5 & very flirty & passionate gal & am crazy `bout cute guys & even though I`m not the prettiest around I allways get a lot of male attention everywhere because of my smily nature & that I`m kind of easy to befriend, However I am also a liberal orthodox jew & suffered from some raumatic experences like being saved from a terror attack & suffering from ptsd for many years & also volenteering at a gyneacology dept. helping the medical staff when I was very young relatively & unfortunately withnessing many abbohrtions & misscarigess which made me fear pregnany & intercourse & also I`v lost my lill` brother to lethal cancer & my dad recantly from alzheimer comlications to whom I was very close emotionaly. Technucaly I`m still a virgin & recently lost my strong belief intrue love after falling madly inlove with someone younger who a year after we decided to stay friends killed himself in an army-base. I realy realy want to become a momy allready & just feel like my viginity is something I just need to get rid off fast. I realy realy want to be with someone who cares about me but most guys I meet that I`m into are eithernot my type at all or taken. I hang in there hoping that when I finally get increadibly drunk with someone I could just force myself to get over my fears of unemotional love making & intercourse. I guess my biggest fear aside from pain is not being respected by him the next morning. oh why life cannot be an 80s romantic comedy????? XoXo forever 13.
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