I do know what you mean by its the want that you want. You want him to want you like he use to. That's what I want, I want him to touch me, rub me, ask me to do things like he use to. He ask me why I am with him if I think that he don't want me, he just dont understand that I love him and I will never find anybody like him again that I love so deeply. I don't want any other guy, I want him more than anything in the world and always will, and if I have to sacrifice sex and the touching then I will just to be with him for the rest of my life.