Yes! I have been through that porn thing with him before....he would sneak and look at porn rather than come to bed with me (me also in the bed...waiting} And, not to brag, but I feel and have been told I'm a sexy woman. So what the hell? I am 44 years old, and in all my experience with men, it never changes! They just cant get enough of looking at nakedness. Him and I came to an agreement, to look at porn together...that worked for awhile. Then he had to mess it up by starting this "getting his" and being too tired to see me through. That was actually the straw that broke the camels back for me. So I stopped everything all together that I know he enjoys....and the WEIRD thing to me is...he doesnt bitch about missing it! so what the heck? I feel like I cannot win, and I would just love to get my GROOVE back, but it isnt happening with him. I see him checking girls out on tv, the internet, in the grocery store, so I know he isnt gay....just selfishly not giving a damn about what would meet my needs, just his own.
It breaks my heart, cause he's such a good father, but I cant stay with him...I'd rather be single, so it doesnt feel so much like REJECTION.
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Yes! I have been through that porn thing with him before....he would sneak and look at porn rather than come to bed with me (me also in the bed...waiting} And, not to brag, but I feel and have been told I'm a sexy woman. So what the hell? I am 44 years old, and in all my experience with men, it never changes! They just cant get enough of looking at nakedness. Him and I came to an agreement, to look at porn together...that worked for awhile. Then he had to mess it up by starting this "getting his" and being too tired to see me through. That was actually the straw that broke the camels back for me. So I stopped everything all together that I know he enjoys....and the WEIRD thing to me is...he doesnt bitch about missing it! so what the heck? I feel like I cannot win, and I would just love to get my GROOVE back, but it isnt happening with him. I see him checking girls out on tv, the internet, in the grocery store, so I know he isnt gay....just selfishly not giving a damn about what would meet my needs, just his own.
July 10, 2009 - 10:31amIt breaks my heart, cause he's such a good father, but I cant stay with him...I'd rather be single, so it doesnt feel so much like REJECTION.
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