Thank you for being here. As a child of an alcoholic with alcoholic tendencies myself, let me tell you, it's not stupid. You are very smart to be fighting this battle instead of wallowing in the abyss of alcoholic abuse. You are alive, and can do this. The GP is a good place to start. What made you start drinking again? Don't worry about the doctor, they're not there to judge you, just like we are not here to judge you. We are here to help you and give support.
As you know, alcoholism is a disease. When you drink, you have no control. So you can't drink. Keep fighting the good fight, and don't give up. Your body will thank you, and your family too, will thank you. There are many people here who want to see you continue to be well, and are here to help. You can take back control. It's a never-ending process, and you are not alone. Start with today.
Good luck and please let us know how you're doing.