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(reply to kooklop)

hi. i read your blog and it seems as if your talking about me.
i have , what one can call a very complicated marriage. I am 25, married for just over 1 year and my husband doesnt like to have sex with me. i am alone in this country and have no one. i cant talk to him about sex at all. its like forbidden. when we first married he never used to touch me. one night he found me crying and i told him why dont u touch me, and things kind of changed. after somne time it wnet back the same,never touching me, never showing me affection, never kisses me, hugs me when i need it, never listens to what i am saying or what i am trying to say. eventually i met a man in work, who i could be myself with, we would laugh, and we connected, eventually he told me he loved me and asked me to leave my husband, i had a brief affair until i told my husband. my husband didnt seem to mind if i stayed or if i went with this man, so i stayed. thinking maybe he would change and after all he is my husband and i am alone. i was scared to leave , scared that the new man i met would leave me as well, and truth be told i loved my husband more. and to admit the truth my husband seemed much better towards me. showing me more attention,ect. but i know he only has sex with because he knows i want it. i know he doesnt like to have sex with me. i just feel it, sex to him seems like a chore. i dont know how to even begin to talk to him about this. or why he doesnt like this. actually i know the truth already. i just really want the courage to leave. i am now 25 and i dont want to waste time with someone who will eventually leave me.i wish i could explain to you exactly what has happened, or just tell anyone. sorry for such a sorrow full message, just felt like maybe you understand.even sitting here typing i am crying. i no longer know what to do. feel empty.

January 1, 2011 - 2:10pm

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